what you think.

I really do not care what you think. I did not join this job because of the girls.

Fulfilment

All of a sudden, my plan for the year was mapped out.

May to July - French Wine Scholar (FWS)
June - Sake Sommelier
August - a return to Napa Valley to attempt to finish my Certified Wine Educator (CWE)
September to October - hope to start my French Language course

Also do not know why I pack myself with such a hectic schedule. Had started the year with the thought to enjoy my flights. Apparently even that seems like a far fetch target. Some times I think I am piling myself with all these activities to spite myself. Haha. Hope all these "productivity" can bring me somewhere. Maybe deep down inside I am still in pain.

就近看了另外一部九把刀的電影。「等一個人的咖啡」有感觸。覺得有許多台詞很像是我的心裡話。

“無論無何，都要讓我在看一看你再一次開心的笑。”

“對不起。我最大的遺憾是不可以和妳一起變老。”

就像「那些年」一樣。就是幼稚。哈。真的希望她們幸福。今天，聽了一句，“命中有时终须有，命中无时莫强求”，有了刻骨銘心的感覺。是有許多的遺憾，可是現在的我又能怎麼樣呢？哈哈。又突然想到一部武俠小說。

電影主題曲：
沧海一声笑
浮沉随浪 只记今朝
苍天笑 纷纷世上潮
谁负谁胜出 天知晓
江山笑 烟雨遥
涛浪汹尽红尘俗世几多娇

清风笑 竟若寂寥
豪情还剩了一襟晚照
苍生笑 不再寂寥
豪情仍在痴痴笑笑
啦啦…… …… ……

沧海一声笑 滔滔两岸潮